It left her speechless. Late at night, when I'm tired, I babble. I mean, really, the word is:
babble P Pronunciation Key (b b l)
v. babbled, babbling, babbles
v. intr.()

1. To utter a meaningless confusion of words or sounds: Babies babble before they can talk.
2. To talk foolishly or idly; chatter: "In 1977 [he] was thought of as crazy because he was babbling about supply side" (Newt Gingrich)

She said, "you're a walking contradiction."
Always am, my dear, always...

When is it time to kick an old habit?

When is it time to kick an old habit? Is it when others agree? Do you just know? When you get sick and tired of the habit? Well what if you never get sick and tired of the habit and/or you just don't really care? What if you actually like your so-called bad habits? For instance, smoking or, I don't know, pot. Or an abusive husband or biting your nails. So do you wait until the habit slaps you in the face? (Like I dont know, you run out of money? You end up in the hospital?) Well, I don't know. I do not know.


I ask a lot of rhetorical questions, many of my questions are for self-reflection purposes. So. Disregard.

"Live everyday as if it's your last, because one day you'll be right"

Sunday Domingo Dimanche.. I was at my parents' all Sunday celebrating Mom's, Linda's and Liz's birthday altogether. Mom's was on the 9th, Linda's is on the 10th, Liz will be 20 on the 14th. Yeah so I have a big family and February is theeee month, apparently. There are two birthdays in December (mine and Virginia's) and two in March (Julie's and Erica's) ha... BIG family but I love them all, I don't know what I would do without any of them.

So I've started this thing where I really, I mean really, want to just... live. Live like today is your last. Say things and just put everything out there. You don't want to leave this world with secrets, with regrets, without having said things that really needed to be said... You just never know when it might be time to go. So sometimes I may tell you more than what you would like to hear, sometimes I may give you the truth even when it is uncalled for but life is too short, too unexpected, too fast. So! Right before my parents dropped Julie and I off at the apartment, I told them to be careful driving back and forth to work, not to worry about us cause they raised good kids, addressed how I wish I could do more to show them my grattitude, that I loved them and that I appreciated them. Everything they've done, they've done for us. I can't wait to have kids too!

The point isn't just that today may be Your last day, but it might be Their last day. Have you said everything you've ever wanted to say to someone? I pretty much have, pretty much have...

I honestly don't show my appreciation enough. Sad to say that probably caught them by surprise. I love my family so much. I love my friends too, I don't know what I would do without you guys and you know I'm not the hug-hug-kiss-kiss-miss you-love you type but I love you guys with everything I have.

OH! And between working, seeing some old friends and going home, I didn't do a lick of homework all weekend!!! Good job!



"Live everyday as if it's your last, because one day you'll be right"
(thanks Brandon!)