If..

If I were a stone, I would be: blue zircon, for December...
If I were a tree, I would be a: redwood tree
If I were a bird, I would be: a penguin
If I were a machine, I would be a: a printer
If I were a tool, I would be a: rubber mallet
If I were a flower/plant, I would be a: gerbera of any sort
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: cloudy
If I were a mythical creature, I would be a: a freakin CHUPACABRA!
If I were a musical instrument, I would be a: guitar
If I were a color, I would be: gray
If I were an emotion, I would be: content
If I were a vegetable, I would be: squash
If I were a sound, I would be: music
If I were an element, I would be: oxygen
If I were a car, I would be: I dont know cars...seriously
If I were a song, I would be: Cinderella
If I were a movie, I would be: Bridget Jones's Diary
If I were a food, I would be: a burrito
If I were a place, I would be: downtown
If I were a material, I would be: denim
If I were a taste, I would be: bland
If I were a scent, I would be: sweet
If I were a word, I would be: ambiguious
If I were an object, I would be a: brush
If I were a body part I would be: fingers
If I were a facial expression I would be: a smile
If I were a subject in school I would be: history
If I were a cartoon character I would be: Meg from Disney's Hercules
If I were a shape I would be a: circle
If I were a number I would be: 5
If I were a month I would be: September
If I were a day of the week I'd be: Sunday
If I were a time of day I'd be: 2 a.m.
If I were a planet I would be: Uranus (no jokes, it's pretty danggit)
If I were a direction I would be: South
If I were a piece of furniture I'd be a: recliner
If I were a sin I would be: Lust
If I were a historical figure I would be: Antonio Lopez of Santa Anna
If I were a liquid I would be: Orange juice

I've been at my parents' place for a few days now. All I do is get fat here, that's what I told my mom. Yeah, I've made cookies the last two days. The first batch I made basically liquified and burned. That's how talented I am. And then I added more flour. Edible this time, but sugary as hell! Next day I made sugar cookies, heart shaped uh huh. Kind of like the magical love heart shaped sugar cookies that me and this friend boy are going to make! With white frosting and red sprinkles darlin...

I'm going back to my apt. in about 2 hours though. How sad since I think the kids were expecting me to be home yet again, just waiting for my babies. But I kind of have to, I have to do a few things, go work out, I have a meeting about my internship tomorrow @ 1 or so. I don't know yet if I'm just gonna stay at my apt. or come back home......

Friday I am gonna chill with some bitches. We are gonna watch a flick and have a jolly good time. You know how we roll :)

Back to school on Tuesday? Oh boy.

It's been a loooooong day, I have been busy but I have thought about a lot of things today. A lot of things today..... I have probably even thought about you.

I still believe that things happen for a reason.
I still believe that things will work out in the end.
At times I am so calm about the things around me. "I stay calm as Mona Lisa keep my cool come what may perfect picture of composure so it bothers me to say I go wild as a picasso"
I think that acceptance, forgiveness, and truths have got to be my greatest weaknesses.

Random thoughts at 1 am..

• I haven't been able to sleep before 3 am all week. Lame.. maybe all month?
  
• I saw Grandma's Boy today and it was okay, definitely some funny parts.
  
• I ate half of a large pizza around 11 tonight, that's horrible haha! I literally ate half of it, and Julie ate the other half while watching Wedding Crashers! I just bought it today!! I was gonna grab Dodgeball too, but we'll save that for another day.
  
• I love stupid humor. Julie was telling me about this guy who did not enjoy Dumb and Dumber. No??? I'm appalled.
• Take 40 Year Old Virgin for instance.... my fave part lol: "I dated this girl for a while... she was really a... nasty freak. She just loved to... get down with... sex all the time. It was like... anytime of day... she was like, "Yeah, let's go! I'm so nasty!" And I'd be nailing her and she'd be like, "Oh, you're nailing me! cool!" hahahaha.........
  
• It sucks when you're right. It sucks when you're wrong.
  
• Sometimes things happen and they happen in the worst, the best, the stupidest, and most convenient ways...
  
• Sometimes you have to just let things go.
• Sometimes life is perfect for you.
• Sometimes life sucks for you.
• Sometimes everything is perfect except for one thing.
• Sometimes one thing is perfect and everything else sucks.
• There will be times when you are not happy with yourself
• There will be times when other people will not be happy with you
• And that is perfectly okay

At dad's NY's party..

I was watching my parents slow dance and I realized that when I've been married for 20+ years, I don't want to dance as a married couple, I don't want to dance as two people who are expected to dance with eachother, I want to dance as two people who, not just still, but just love each other. At times I see it in my parents but at times I realize they're only together for the kids. Now that we're older, they've begun to hang out and go out and in a sense, fall back in love with eachother so that's nice. It's very nice.

Anyway, I doubt I'll be married for 20 years, I'm bound to have a divorce or two. Or six.