Weekend of changes

I'm not sure how but I know when and why. Now I'm not saying everything is going to change overnight--- voila---- as we are all creatures of habit. I'm just saying that I am so ready for change. I am so ready to grow up, you know? I need to get my shit together: family, school, work, major... I don't even know in what order that goes. Am I freakin kidding myself? I don't know which order that goes? One would think it is family but to be honest, I have been home 3 times since school started and I barely have the time to call my mom/siblings. I don't even call my best friend (I'm sorry, Lover). My biggest day to day priority is finishing up the next day's reading or assignment. If that is not enough, I care about the stupidest things in the world.

I will move along and I will call it home
I know I will find a way
I know I just can't stay
-Ashbury

I like these set of lyrics a lot

juLZ rawKS: I'm TOTALLY laughing my ass off rightnow
juLZ rawKS: sylvie is soo stupid
f ellf Rum HvN: well
f ellf Rum HvN: just look at her
f ellf Rum HvN: i mean comon
*In case y'all are wondering that's Julie's and Leng's convo... nerds!

7 things I can't do

1. Can't DANCE!
   
2. Can't stand rude people
3. Can't stand racism
4. Can't stand smelly people
5. Can't play sports, period.
6. Can't use Excel
7. Can't do math

7 things that will attract me to the opposite sex

1. Smells good
   
2. Free spirit
   
3. Good heart
   
4. imperfect
   
5. Honest
6. Independent
7. Smart

"All asian girls are soooo skinny. Except for you, me and Julie" -Liz
Hahahahah sooooooooo funny. True.

Precious time, for sure, and I wasted away by doing these random quizzes that you see on people's pages. As a result, I'm going to share some so then it won't exactly be like...I wasted it entirely. Right? Besides, they are sort of true.... funny because they're so vague and general, they're totally meant for you to be like "ohhh yeahhhh." So anyway, here are my "ohhh yeahhs" They're up for a reason, cause they're definitely true. .. you can learn a lot about yourself. Surprisingly..

How do you live your life? You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

How are you in love? You fall in love quickly and easily.
You give completely and unconditionally in relationships.
You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

What does your birthdate mean? Born on the 24th, you have a greater capacity for responsibility and helping others than your may have realized. You may also become the mediator and peacemaker in inharmonious situations. Devoted to family, you tend to manage and protect. This birth date adds to the emotional nature and perhaps to the sensitivities. Affections are important to you; both the giving and the receiving.

I think the real truth behind this anger and confusion and frustration and stress is the time of month (?)
I am very angry, confused, frustrated, stressed.